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zerouWell that's it really, that's the end and it's over and it went better thna I though but why do I feel so bad?
Apparently I'm only allowed to hate myself for about a week, which has already started. I took down the Hedwig wall today, slept a lot, had coffee with my dad. Rob held me while I cried and then he sent me home (we broke up just before I was supposed to work ) so I feel bad for him a bunch ... no Liz and Enrique Closing Club this week, sigh. I should have stayed, it might have been better.
Called Alex and Drew, haven't called Absis, but I gave back my cell so I no longer have his number.
I was feeling like maybe it was a mistake but I know it's not - it was just so comfortable. I just feel like they all hate me now, Dave and his mom and Clippy and Asiah and the cats and EVERYONE, which I know isn't true, but it should be.
Apparently I'm only allowed to hate myself for about a week, which has already started. I took down the Hedwig wall today, slept a lot, had coffee with my dad. Rob held me while I cried and then he sent me home (we broke up just before I was supposed to work ) so I feel bad for him a bunch ... no Liz and Enrique Closing Club this week, sigh. I should have stayed, it might have been better.
Called Alex and Drew, haven't called Absis, but I gave back my cell so I no longer have his number.
I was feeling like maybe it was a mistake but I know it's not - it was just so comfortable. I just feel like they all hate me now, Dave and his mom and Clippy and Asiah and the cats and EVERYONE, which I know isn't true, but it should be.
